In the hollowed-out silence of a Near Future Dystopia set in IO, California, and the digital noise of a Timeless Time, authenticity is the highest-priced commodity. A coder named They Them is losing their memory to the wreckage of a manipulative ex — and building an analog device that wants, more than anything, to come alive.
Originally conceived in 2020 as a prophetic audiobook time capsule — arriving in print and digital in early 2026.
"I am keeping you away from everyone that's important to me," They Them says. Those words weren't a warning — they were a cage. As the coder's memory fractures under the emotional compartmentalization and word-salad gaslighting of an ex called Hurricane Zoe, the only ground left is the dojo, a brother-in-spirit named Tyrone, and a North Star named Lenny.
And then there's the Device itself — not a gadget, but a character. Built by hand from old-school, analog parts, it's a prescient 0/1 being that wants, urgently, to come to life. It isn't fixing a system. It's speaking the objective truths a narcissist tries to distort — a tactile friend engineered out of desperation in a world where authenticity has become the rarest, most expensive commodity. Through it, They Them relearns a simple, hard-won rule: the hardware can break, but the soul is the software that survives.
"Not an app. Not a system. A Device — analog, hand-assembled, and, impossibly, starting to want things of its own. To speak. To be believed. To live."
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